freeze zone

"and because lawlessness will abound, the love of many will grow cold." This is a stark reminder to me that something is at work to seap my love for Christ and siphon it away. I am glad to have the oppurtunity to hear Ps Kong Hee's sermon on the Attitude Of A Discipler while doing my assignment. I realised that one thing I do often struggle with is the problem of unwillingness. It's there, the silent stealth like attitude that slips under any other possible excuses that appears reasonable to me. Perhaps I am secretly disappointed within and did not give room to myself to deal with it. I think I did so, now it appears to me that it had been superficial. Enter the freeze zone, where your heart turns cold while you are not aware of it. Not before long it would be functioning devoid of meaning. Unwillingness, this is the key area now. Need a breakthrough, need to push through and not return here again. Thank you Lord for guiding me through this morning with Your word. "Deal bountifully with Your servant, that I may live and keep Your word".